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Most of the time I can hide it but… I am angry. I’m mad at everything! I used to be mad at you and Dad and then Lilith, now it’s Lucifer, and I make excuses. I blame Ruby or the demon blood, but it’s not their fault. It’s not them. It’s me. It’s inside me! I’m mad… all the time… and I don’t know why!